Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Lost

She wanted to be free of worldly things—
What she felt were puppet strings.
She wished upon each shooting star,
Taking each one for a ride.
They never took her very far,
Each fall killing her deep inside.

She gave up wishing, hoping for more.
“I’ll never try again!” she swore.
She resigned herself to life in strings,
Conceding defeat and covering her scars.
She lived and laughed with hated things,
Her eyes cast to the ground, avoiding the stars.

Then one evening a flash forced her eyes to the sky
And she saw a star that made her ache to try.
But she sat and she pondered,
Searching for the star’s inevitable fatal flaw.
She looked so long that her chance was squandered—
Fear had kept her too long and her star did withdraw.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Progress

I'm getting stronger,
Practicing relying on myself.
But I'm still so scared
Of ending up alone.
Is this what the call Progress?

Just

If only this blank sheet of paper
Reflected my state of mind.
I would give almost anything
To just let it all go.
No thoughts,
Just
Inner peace;
No words,
Just
Precious silence;
No fears,
Just
Soothing calm;
No great expectations,
Just
Me   
Breathing
In and
Out,
Existing as
Myself.